Graar

[jdotmi]

I don't know what it is today, but I'm tired and cranky. Not on the outside, mind you. I'm very good at putting up the happy face and whatnot. I'm just internally cranky. It's weird.

Thinking it's the fact I have been such a lazy ass at work this week. And at home. I've been stuck in the mindset that I need a day off. Yesterday would be a good day for it.

I'm also a little pissed off at myself for letting the apartment turn back into the near-complete mess it is now. I know I could logically say it is only half my fault, and I could probably get away with saying it's less than half my fault, but the fact of the matter is, it's my own damn fault. There's no reason why I couldn't do at least something when I get home. The apartment is starting to get over-cluttered, and this is a bad thing.

And the last few days have been spent feeling like a big fat cow. Mainly because I'm sick of having a whopping three pair of pants in my closet that fit me.

dianak- wanna get that workout schedule going again? I'm thinking four days a week, starting at 15 minutes. Plus that way I don't want to kill anyone because my scheduling sucks ass for it. Weekends are so not an option for me right now.

Comments

[bearlover.livejournal.com]

Don't be so hard on yourself. You're not a big fat cow. You're a big lovable teddy bear!

[jdotmi.livejournal.com]

*hugs* :)

[dianak.livejournal.com]

Come on over whenever you get out of work... we can start on monday

[jdotmi.livejournal.com]

Will do!